my finger is bringing so much pain into my life. ):
well i got cheated by merleyxern deeveedee seller. theres no american pie 5 at all and the show wasnt even related to the previous few american pies at all. city square was such a disappointment! no tea eggs at all! or maybe thats because we were inexperienced. only hariz enjoyed himself over there cos of the cheap cigarettes and cds.
the older i grow, the more i know, the uglier the world becomes. i dont want to grow! YUCKSSSSSSSS.
sometimes i wonder why i am feeling so insecure, i just want to forget it but i cant. i cant. im really sorry for treating him the way i do, but it cant leave my mind. if only that didnt happen, everything will be fine, i'll appreciate life much more compared to now. if only...
