nene says he wont wait for me if i go overseas to study. )): bad nene, evil nene. but i still <3 him.

my nene
darren (my cousin) whispered to me at my uncle's wedding dinner,
"eh ur boyfriend is very handsome." :D
HANDSOME MEH?
only poly girls like.
YAY exams are round the corner. which means that its ending soon. I CANT WAIT. but it doesnt stop me from panicking.
why cant my nene have holiday forever. i want to spend time with him, just in case i cant spend the next 5 years with him.