im suffering from insomnia + ive been getting bad dreams every time i fall asleep. and now im so afraid to fall asleep just to wake up feeling all uneasy in the middle of the night.
celebrated my bday throughout the past one week with my friends, family and my love. the actual day was a pretty normal one but im satisfied. :)
suddenly i feel like recently ive neglected alot of my friends. especially those who stood by me all these while and gave me so much strength. school is going to start soon and we'll have even lesser time to meet each other. y'all should know who you are and just to let u know, i miss you guys and i hope u'll understand.
sometimes i wish i have the courage to tell someone his/her flaws so that he/she will be able to change. because nobody actually knows their own flaws, they wont even realise it unless you point it out to them. for eg. if X has a bad character, why cant someone just tell X (which will probably hurt for X) about it and let X be able to change, instead of complaining about X to other people and nothing is going to change in the end. WELL, maybe thats life but i hope someone will tell me my bad points so i can actually change.
i am quite emotionless these few days. those little things that usually make me happy, dont anymore. i dont wish to know whats happening around me, i just stare blankly into space hoping that time will pass by quickly and i think its because of INSOMNIA. i think i need some sad korean dramas to stir my emotions a little so i can go back to my normal self.
